Wednesday, June 2, 2010

everytime i think of u, i feel like crying.....

it's been 2 days since i lost you but i still think of u everytime i have the chance...
no one really understands or knows how much u mean to me and how sad i am now.
everytime i think about u, gone, i feel so sad inside cos u are a part of me.
these 3 years i've been so used to seeing u here and there, bringing u along with me.
now you're gone.

i'm actually talking about
my MISS WHATEVER pencil box.
on monday, during recess my pencil box was on the table. after recess, i put my pencil box into my bag and that was the last time i saw it. after our karangan paper, me, li xin and crystal went to take our bags outside (3 feet away from our door) and we saw my bag and crystal's were gone. it ended up further away and our bags were open, with our things on the floor. crystal's japan coin purse was stolen but i actually didn't realize my pencil box was gone till i went back to class. we quickly went to datin but actually it's no point...

I WILL NEVER GET BACK MY PENCIL BOX....
I WILL NEVER SEE IT AGAIN....
i felt devasted and angry at the same time, i couldn't cry in front of mrs. lee and datin but i really do feel SO SAD... have u ever lost something very important to u? if u haven't, u won't noe wat i'm feeling inside.... maybe my heart really is broken....

to those fucking assholes who stole my pencil box, i really hope u'll die or get h1n1 (quoting alia) u made me (and still is) feel so horibble and miserable inside .....

haiz........ tears just come whenever i think of it....
i dun noe how to get over it and i really really miss it..
i will always love and remember it.....

now, i gtg back to study cos i used 1 hour to blog =.=" haiz...
anyway, holidays are coming soon and more time to do watever i wan...
blog again after exams ~
wish me luck 2moro and 2moro ~ =]

hugs and kisses,
ZaLe